Life As A Cam Girl

My life started out as just an exhibitionist on FetLife. I’ve always wanted to go on cam, as did my husband at the time. We did a couple of Skype shows together for a couple of girls who wanted to see it.

Now, these were free shows, mind you. They were fun. I loved being watched and got off on it. The whole exhibitionist thing really helps when being online, on a cam site.

It took him leaving me to really think about doing this—not as a living, but for fun. I got on FetLife, browsed some groups, and found one that pertained to Chaturbate. I joined and haven’t looked back.

I wasn’t thinking long-term. I just wanted to hang out, jam, chat, and see if I could get some tips for just being me. Of course, I did masturbate on cam… but only for the right price and only if I wanted to—not because they were begging or demanding me.

I was only going to stay for a week. I’ve been on there for over a year now. I got some tips, but not a whole lot because I’m a big girl, and most guys don’t like big girls. Plus, I don’t always do what they want, so I don’t get tipped.

It’s my room, my rules, right? Most of them were grey users anyway, so I didn’t see any problem with it, really.

I started browsing people—girls—and came across this one girl. I fell in love. Now, for all the tips I make, I give to her or a couple of other people I’ve found on there. No biggie.

Camming isn’t how I make my living, which is a good thing since I don’t make enough. I got burnt out and took a break that totaled six weeks. I lost a lot of my followers since they didn’t know how to contact me.

At the time, I gave out my Facebook. It’s only recently that I got Twitter (wanted to separate family from camming and vice versa).

I now have over a thousand followers on Chaturbate. Not bad for a fat girl who doesn’t do anything other than chat, jam, dance, flash/play with her tits, and lick/bite her lips, right?

Recently, I tried finding sites that were more accepting of bigger girls.

• I joined Jasmin, but I didn’t like it that much.
• Then, I joined MyFreeCams, which was okay for a couple of days before the trolls and asshats came out.
• Finally, I joined AllBBWCams. Perfect. I’m not afraid to show my tummy on there.

People always assume I’m fat because I overeat. I rarely eat at all. I basically eat one meal a day. I’m on medicine for my medical issues that cause weight gain, and when one doesn’t work or I just don’t take it, I gain water weight—which is my problem now.

People are cruel and always assuming.

I’m more active on Chaturbate. I’m used to it, and that’s where my followers are.